My friends and i are having a beach trip this may 1-3. We planned this before summer and now that it's getting closer, I'm super excited. However, My dad's leaving for work on the 4th but that is still tentative. There's a possibility that he might leave tomorrow or the next day or on may 1-3. Now there's the problem. I don't want to miss the beach trip and i also don't want to be in Batangas on the day that my dad's leaving. I asked my mom about the beach trip and she allowed me but the final decision has to come from my dad. Knowing my dad - he will not allow me especially now that's he's leaving. I haven't talked to him yet. I feel like he would think of me as a bad daughter. A daughter who doesn't care about her dad at all. I don't want that impression to run around my dad's head.
I've made up my mind. I'm not going to the trip.
If i ask my dad if i can go there's a 90% possibility that he will not allow me and think that I don't care about him (and i will miss all the fun in Batangas). There's the 10% chance of allowing me and at the same time he will think that i don't care about him. But i'll probably regret it if he goes abroad without me at the airport saying goodbye to him (but i''ll be at batangas enjoying the beach and the company of my friends). So... I still believe that family comes first before friends. I love my dad and I don't want him thinking that he's wasting his money on a daughter who doesn't care about him and a daughter who only cares about the money her father gives. So, the final decision is...I'm staying here at home.
Pray for me. :) haha.
No comments:
Post a Comment