I'm better off when i hit the bottom

Problems are like **** you find on the road and the worst part is when you accidentally step on em. We're all susceptible. They're inevitable. Sometimes they come in the most unexpected time and become our worst enemy. We try to solve our problems everyday, we push ourselves to the limit just to make things okay again. We deprive ourselves of happiness and learn to suffer in silence. This is probably because we don't want others to be involved. We don't want our loved ones to suffer the same pain so we isolate ourselves and let go. When problems pile up, it become hard for us to stay on track, we get lost on our way and fall off. We give our best to figure out how to solve the problems but they just won't go away. But you know what the funny thing is that no matter how enormous the problems we face everyday, we never fall down on our knees. We try and try to get things right. It's like when gravity pulls you down, even if it's so strong, you still have this thing to hang on to, to prevent the fall. Sometimes, we hold on to faith, to love, to hope, to people's kindness, to pride... we hold on to basically anything we can find just to firmly stand on both feet. But why can't we just have ourselves beaten up by the problems we have? Why can't we just surrender? I know we all have different answers for that but the reason why i don't want to give up is because I know that eventually it will pass as long as faith is there. We believe and so it happens. Nothing is quite impossible. When we choose to be positive, everything changes, when we live our lives chances are, the negative aura disappears and everything brightens up. just as long as we believe, as long as we choose to stand, to love, to embrace change, to live reality and believe in dreams.. we will never fall. In fact we'll learn to grow and we change for the better. No matter how many problems we have everyday, we still remember that giving up means you're a loser and standing tall would mean and feel greater than that of winning for with problems solved...a new and better life emerges in your horizon

I found this in my Starbucks planner last year. Honestly, i don't quite remember when and why i wrote this but it was written at the first page of November. I know it sound weird and most of what i said are redundant.. but i like it hahaha :)) Product of emo-ness but seriously i dont remember why i wrote such things :))